Mimpi Terhebat

It was hazy, yet sunny
It was cloudy but too brightly lit
It was windy yet everything stays still
I feel nothing but alive, yet I refuse to get off the grass

It was just by the corner, of my own quaint abode
But never the corner I tread on in halcyon days
It's bigger and greener as it pulls me into its depth
Pulls my limbs in, and my soul delved in soon after

I lie there flat on my back
The sun licking my face
The wind tickles my hair
The grass entangling my fingers

Never have I felt this happy
Such serenity, so close to paved tar
Such comfort, so close to brittle bed
Such bliss, so close to stenched drainwater

I lie there still, too afraid to move
I might ruin this moment, if I shake these grounds
I might lift this fog, sooner than it must
I whisper in vain, to my silent, invisible friend

Dear, can we not get up today, and stay in this ?
Dear, can I not face the world today, just today?
Dear, can you keep this still long enough?
Dear, can you hold my hand, forbid reality from reclaim?

And daylight pulled me out of the dream
Tears in my eyes since then

Every night I talk to my pillow
Tears in my eyes I said,

Please, just let me.
Tears in my eyes I beg

Get me there again.
Please